I'm angry all the time.
I've been feeling irritated about everything! When I try to talk to mom i feel like I'm never truly understood. I don't know if I complicate things or if I miss being mentally stimulated in a conversation. Every topic seems shallow and pointless.
I know it's not her fault. I'm not being patient with her. I try sometimes. But gossip is not my thing. She doesn't understand my concerns and how upset I am about how Brazil is handling the pandemic, politics and everything else. It's pure chaos.
I can't analyze anything a little deeper and share what I think.
I'm being so angry all the time that I fantasize about breaking everything up. I wish I could break and snap, so I could get all this rage out. I'm dying slowly and I all I want is to die really really fast.
Where ARE MY FUCKING MEDS?